unloved

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I'm here blogging again since there's nothing else to do. This evening was uneventful. I still feel tired from this afternoon though. I hate being bored. I ate Kway Teow for dinner..... again. I think I'm going overboard with the Kway Teow. I'm pretty sure I'll get sick of it soon. I baked muffins! Not just any lame shit but choco banana muffins! Whoooh! Baking is so therapeutic. I got this "Whoa! I've achieved something!" feeling when I saw the finished product. The whole process made me sleepy though. The ginormous scab above my lips finally came off. Aiyo! I can't believe I walked around town with IT on my face. It was hideous.



I feel so miserable. My one & only told me that she can't ever see herself dating me. She thinks of me as a brother. Pffft. It's not the first time a girl's told me that. One of my girls told me it's because I'm TOO nice. Some girls might be afraid that if our relationship goes sour..... She'll lose a great friend forever. I don't mind if the reason's you're too fat or YOU OOOGLY! But nooOoo... The reason is I'm too fucking nice for my own good. Shit. SHIT. shit. I guess I've gotta bring out my dark side. Any tips people?



I feel so sluggish at the mo'. I miss her, HER, her :) I think of her every hour. I wish she would text me. I bet she's wrapped up under her bed covers right now though.

Peace out.

My dream room.